I have been lost in grief for most of 2015 and the start of 2016. I haven’t ever known this depth of grief existed, didn’t think I would come out of it, in some ways I am still working through a lot of it. I stayed from the Lord, so steeped in grief that I just fell. I have felt him calling me back, letting me know that he was and is still with me. So here I am….I have been back with Abba for a bit….I feel peace.